It's FRIIIIIDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!

4 happy things today

1. i'm done feeling bad about not getting that scholarship. It hurt like a mofo after the first email declining me, smarted during the second email declining me, and by the third (really! is three times necessary?? i think not!), it was just plain funny. it takes longer for me to laugh and find the bright side in crummy things (side effect of getting older, i believe) but i get there.
2. lumbar support night.
3. having a boss who's okay with me working outside the office after a meeting.
4. getting so many things crossed off my work to-do list. i loooove feeling productive!

4 things to be happy about today

i'm really an optimistic person but lately, it does not show. haha. i think i enjoy ranting too much. it is cathartic.

hemmingways, i've been told to write down 4 things to be happy about so I don't come across as completely grumpy (speak for yourself, crankypants).

so...

i am happy that:
1. the regional logistics team complimented my archive. i thrive on work compliments. hahaha
2. my work is now plentiful and thought-provoking. and this makes me weirdly happy. (although I think if it gets too much, then I won't get work compliments :( and that will make me sad).
.... hmmm, this is harder than i thought.
3. i had a super good sandwich from starbucks. turkey and chicken on sundried tuscan focaccia.
4. i will have indian food tonight.

so this will be an everyday thing. 5 minute break when my mind is buzzing with work. and i have a strong feeling my happiness will revolve very much on food.

... and i just realized i'm not as optimistic as i used to be because i could think of a rebuttal for all the things on my list! and it took me way too long to think of 4. :( this month sucks. oh shit, shouldn't have wrote that. it negates this blog.