list number 2: birthday wishlist

my birthday is coming up. i have no plans. i don't really wanna make plans coz i'm tired and it's gonna be overshadowed by elections/mother's day and I'm a crap bday person because i'm gonna be shunted off to one side and that is just so effin' sad. :( i really like birthdays! just not really mine. plus it's a workday. sucks.

hemmingways, i'm gonna dream about the stuff i want. like....

1. The Canon Powershot G11. i lust after this camera like there's no tomorrow but unlike my lovely fisheye lomo cam which is great and affordabler compared to this one (plus even better coz i got it from someone), it is ... not cheap. but man. i would like to hock a kidney for this, except i know of someone who gave up a kidney for his dad. and that just beats hocking a kidney for a camera. so no. but yes, i want you like a carnivore with a tender, juicy, piece of steak with fat fries and a tall, icy glass of coke after 40 days of eating camote.

and this is to make myself hurt even more. this would make my spain/paris trips worth fifteen hundred times over.

2. a netbook with more than 200GB. because as much as i love my laptop, i like it not hefty. and with more memory. PLEASE, LAPTOP GODS!!!! I CAN'T TAKE MUCH MORE OF THE MACOYS AND LENOVOS OUT THERE.

3. An Ipad. just coz the bandwagon looks like so much fun to join.

... okay, i only have three. but the combined total must be like 90k. so it's not that i'm being less wanting, i'm just being more expensive. ting!

maybe i'll buy myself peonies and stick em in a glass to cheer me up.

whyyyy am i dreading my birthday?

things I'd rather be doing

i'm sitting here in the office, in my last day of the emergency response. i would really like to go home now! but i can't. so i'm going to make a list of things I'd rather be doing.

1. drinking. i'm really thirsty! know what sucks about being in an office that's closing?? THEY TOOK THE WATER GLASSES AWAY. i'm thisclose to sitting on the floor with my laptop and bags like a bum. but not as cool because a bum is relaxed and i'm... not.

2. watching a movie. although maybe not the back-up plan (which i watched yesterday and instead of being cute... i just kinda never wanna have children.). like watching clash of the titans, where the wild things are, valentines' day, iron man 2, the A-team, the expendables.

3. watching a tv show. like dexter, greek, chuck, gossip girl and about the 500 million shows i already missed.

4. sleeping.

5. going out with my lovely friends who i miss a lot.

6. spending time w/ ... even if a lot of things.

7. eating. man, i really am thirsty.

8. NOT READING. my brain cells are so tired... i don't wanna read! when does that ever happen.

9. shopping. but not for me. like using someone else's money to buy stuff for them. or my money. or whatever. shit, i'm tired.

10. traveling. seeing the great beyond and beyonder.

10 is enough. coz i have another list in mind.