Sunday, August 23, 2009

hold on to

today, i woke up to a dozen white and a dozen red roses.

i'm only twenty-two, but there are some things I have figured out that couples with lifetimes together have not been so lucky to realize.
you have to hold on to...
someone who thinks monthsaries are a little silly but insists on celebrating it with you because you want to. even if he doesn't have to.
someone who gives you flowers when you least expect it. especially when he's thousands of miles away.
someone who remembers to text you that he misses you, loves you, and thinks about you everyday.
someone who listens to your rants about work even if he has his own. (and he's heard yours too many times to mention).
someone who stays up until it's 3am and he can barely keep his eyes open just so he can call you and say good morning.
someone who doesn't look like a romantic or a softy, but really, he is.
someone who, at the end of a really bad day, can make everything go away just by being there.

most of all, someone who feels like home.

but for the grace...

the disappointment artist

there are times you dream that things go exactly quite the way you planned.
and damned if it doesn't do that.

some strange prose

Clarissa's life hung in the balance, like an unreconciled bank statement.

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

shoot, i'm starving for vegetables. i have no idea why.




Burning Giant Waste Man


i wonder if it was environmentally friendly to burn all that trash. or safe. what if an arm fell off and burnedthe people standing there. creepy. musta been cool to watch. or should i say, "hot", heh-heh. sigh. my sense of humor deteriorates when my health is gone.

whoa, dakota fanning! i'm getting old!


kinda looking forward to watching their movie. kristen stewart looks exactly like joan jett!

want to pee in this cup?


i feel like i'm the rabbit chasing time


my current state of mind